In love with a Countess of youthful grace,
A pupil of Galt’s; in desperate case
Young Schubert surrenders himself to another,
And fain would avoid such affectionate pother
Schubert received 75 florins a month, and in his letters to Vienna communicated his delight at being in the country, “Thank God, I live at last,” he wrote to his friends on 3 August 1818. Schubert also provided his friends with rather detailed descriptions of the palace and its staff. Apparently, he took a particular liking to the chambermaid Pepi Pockelhofer who he described as “very pretty and often my companion.” It is not clear whether Schubert had an affair with the chambermaid; Count Esterházy’s friend Karl von Schönstein certainly seems to have believed that he had. Be that as it may, Schubert was clearly homesick as he writes to his siblings, “my longing for Vienna grows daily. In the third week of November, Schubert returned to Vienna with the Esterházy family.
Schubert remained in touch with the Esterházy family and in May 1824 he returned to Zseliz for a second time. The terms and conditions were better than during his previous visit as he was paid 100 florins a month. Schubert stayed in one of the guest rooms in the main house and dined with the family. Apparently, he was rather lonely in the open countryside. He wrote to his friend Schober in late September, “Now I sit here alone in the depths of the Hungarian countryside where I unfortunately let myself be enticed a second time without having a single person with whom I could speak a sensible word.” However, it was not all gloom and doom. Countess Caroline had grown into a beautiful woman, and Karl von Schönstein writes in his later reminiscences “a poetic flame sprang up in Schubert’s heart for Caroline. This flame continued to burn until his death.” According to Schönstein, “Caroline had the greatest regard for him and for his talent but she did not return his love, although she surely must have been aware of his feelings.” Supposedly, she once reproached Schubert for having no composition dedicated to her, to which he replied, “What’s the point? Everything is dedicated to you anyway.” It is not entire clear whether his feelings for Caroline brought him joy or sadness, but he did dedicated his piano four hand Fantasie in F minor to her. It was written between January and April 1828 and published posthumously the following year. As countless critics and pianists have observed, “it is hardly fanciful to hear in the yearning central love duet an idealized expression of a relationship which social differences alone made impossible.”
Franz Schubert: Fantasie in F minor, Op. 103, D. 940